Let me invite you into my thoughts for today....
While I was at work today I had a really great conversation with my friend. In talking to her I realized that I focus so much of my energy and thoughts on what's next. Everything from homes, cars and jobs to money, hairstyles and dress sizes. Although I think it's important to have goals and dreams, I think I spend more time wishing away what I have already been blessed with today while pushing towards tomorrow. I have been completely selfish and ungrateful in this kind of thinking and want to do better.
At this point in my life I often think about different times in my life and think "hmmmm...that was a fun time in my life, I wish I would have enjoyed it more and recognized what I had". So in order to discontinue this repeating cycle, I'm going to try to really hard to recognize the blessings of "today". I know that the Lord blesses us daily and we will recognize his love and blessings if we take time and look around.
Okay, so when I left work I was trying to think of ways to be grateful for today and my life as it is now. As I was doing this, I saw my beat up little Honda. So my first item on my list of why my life is great today is my car.
Let me share with you a short history about my Honda.
It was purchased while Brock and I were going to SUU and we thought it was the nicest car ever! We were so excited to have a new (to us) car. We bought it as some random ghetto dealership in SLC and we were crossing our fingers that we didn't get a lemon.
It's really my FIRST car. (since I drove my Dad's car through High School and College up to this point).
In result to purchasing this car I had to learn how to drive a clutch, which I love, love, love.
It's helped us move all over the map and has taken us on many trips. It still runs like a champ.
It's been a little beaten up due to aging, wear& tear and Montana hail storms. (and smells like a crusty cigarette after a rainstorm).
Brock's been pulled over many times in it for various reasons (mainly speeding) and I have never been pulled over in it. LOL.
Up until today I have been in the back of my mind counting down the days until I get a new car...a flashy one. But for now, I think I will enjoy my current transportation.
I'm grateful for my little car, I'm glad it gets me from point A to point B in a flash! (watch, now I'll will jinx us....I hope not).